been really busy for School :|

I'm really sorry because of not writing and leaving a journal to my blog. I've been busy for school and family stuff :(( I wish all of this will end soon. I just need to rest tonight. Been missing someone. It's so hard pala to have a crush for someone that is career-oriented. It's like not having a chance at all. I think I'm falling bit by bit towards him..OH NOOOOO!

I thought I almost have the ONE.. before

This was the last time that I hang around with that someone. Is it wrong for me to miss him, or am I missing the feeling of having someone in my life, even for that short time. I thought I'll be with him but I guess God never planned for us to be together or meant to be together. What hurts the most is I'm the reason of us not be together. Because a part of me tells that I'm not ready and stuff. So , it became an open relationship and I feel stupid because in the end I'm the one who's hurt. P.S He has a relationship right now. It just sucks..

I love my job :D

Disclaimer: Quick post since I like to sleep already but my mind and my hands are moving and they like to 'voice-out' every stuff they like people to hear and see.

So,I haven't posted anything since last Sunday because of some personal stuff that matters to me. Family always comes first, right? and I just like to sleep and rest after dealing with those stuff. But then again , I may be sad and lowly and down from my previous weeks but God will always let you know that you can come through it and He'll give you another chance to be happy , move on and live your life back, and face more challenges ahead of you. 

I just came home from my work, as an intern at Trilogy and I survived my first day :D Yipee Yay :)) =)) I had fun and learned a lot and observed how things are being done there. My boss are so kind and fun to be with , so I had no problem adjusting to the environment and with them. Ok, I admit I was a bit starstruck ,at first, because of the people who goes there.(omg my boss might be reading this :D ) Anyhoo, I'll post some photos from the event awhile ago by tomorrow because my co-intern took all of them and he's in charge with taking pictures.

Ok, now I can't wait to see Sex and the City 2. I love the movie and the series because of the clothes and stuff there but I also love the plot. It's the original 'gossip girl' genre or ,for me, the real deal of a chic-movie. 

I just wish that there'll be a movie again, like Devil Wears Prada, that is really close to the fashion world. I believe ABS-CBN, local television station here in the Philippines, will produce a tv series that is related to fashion. Anyhoo, I believe some shoes at SATC2 are designed by Brian Atwood, one of my fave shoe designers.

Au Revoir,

M

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Mon Anniversaire

Tomorrow's my birthday but my family had decided to celebrate in an earlier date. That was last Wednesday at a resort here in Dasmarinas, Cavite. I'll be 19 yrs. old. Another chapter that's going to unfold by tomorrow.

So I've celebrated by birthday together with my Lola and ate Carol. My Lola's bday is on April 27, Carol's on April 29. Mine is May 1. Having a family like this makes me feel I'm loved and being taken care of by them. As what I've posted in my facebook account 'Mabuti ng single atleast May pamilyang nagamamahal sa akin'( It's better to be single if you have a family that loves me so much). They're always there if I have problems at school and supports me on whatever direction that I take. I'm blessed that I have a family like this.

That's me slicing the cake . Sorry I know I don't have that gorgeous body but I love who I am but I know being chubby is unhealthy for me because I love eating food , especially if I'm stressed.(You may kill me now, but I seriously love eating )

My tita took a picture of my back. Haha it doesn't look like I'm that chubby :D

That's my niece ,beside me. She's too shy to wear a monokini so she covered it up with a shirt and jersey shorts.

These are my cousins. Just having fun before going home.

To be honest, I've been having the birthday blues. I've been in the dark side of my room because I'm afraid of aging. I feel like I haven't done anything big in my teen years. It's like I've let it pass by me. I haven't experienced doing this and that. or i haven't experienced to shop like there's no tomorrow because my family  belongs to the middle class. So sometimes , I feel insecure about myself and envious bout other girls. But I just think of happy stuff to let it all go away. I hope being nineteen will offer me a lot of things to the stuff I haven't experienced. It's my last year to be a teen and have fun.

Revamp and Reinvention

If you haven't notice, my blog has a new look and feel. Finally, I've achieved what I want for my blog, thanks to Blogger Draft, it's easy to customize and make the blog me. Especially the background, before I just want a fashion illustration where the girls are walking towards the endpoint of a runway, and this is it. Speaking of revamping , it also tantamount to reinvention. I'm planning to shift to another course by  first term , I don't want to say which course it is but , this time, I'll be pursuing what I really want from the start. It's going to be  stepping stone for my dreams, one of which is becoming a part of the industry that i dream to be in , the Fashion industry.

I've been using the fashion industry as part of my business report stuff at school , on how they operate , the in's and out's of it. The strategies being used. But then I realized , one time that I want more than this then some incident happened that made me go back to this industry . I saw this description of me by one of my classmates in my yearbook, it says there " Maui is someone who has a passion for fashion." It made me see myself that I'm not really happy at my life right because of the course I'm taking. It's been a hell for me. It's not fit for me, especially if some people are really good and it hurts my pride because I've done all my best but ,still, here I am , a mediocre worst a failure to my family.

I dont care what will people say about my decision.It's my life and i'm a designer and director of my life. And only God is my critic. With all of this , I'm planning to reinvent myself also and be a better version of Maureen. So just wait because I'm going to be reaching for my dreams.

Au Revoir
Maureen